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Dear Blog,

Keep slipping these days. Got the bashing I probably deserved ... a couple of times ... the harshest words are often the best teacher.

I hope I won't stop learning from this teacher. If I do, I think I'm a goner. As much as I already feel I am ... trying to be strong everyday.

I think my whole blog is kinda pessimistic ... so unlike what I'm to the world ... now I know how much courage it takes to withstand the critics - it's never easy. So look up to those who have become better as a person from accepting their mistakes and DOING SOMETHING about it.

Sorry, I needed to cap those - I always forget. Light my path.

The Flight Missed Me

Dear Blog,

It never rains but pours - I see that coming again from somewhere, from me too. Age-old phrase, but worthy of mention for its age-old meaning.

Have you ever been to an airport, then coming back in disdain because you missed the flight? Rather, the flight missed you?

Tell me about it. Tell me.

On second thoughts, don't. For I know just how it is.

Today's word of the day is : Forget.

melancholy

Dear Blog,

I haven't been exactly the top of spirits these days. I feel everything falling out of place instead of in.

Somethings I should've realised earlier, yet I fear now it may be too late.

And please. Don't probe me about it. A seeing eye and distance ear will do a great deal of consolation.

Lost is a word I say by heart.

Don't know when will all this end.

"Stupid is as stupid does." - Forrest Gump

I think I asked a number of silly questions today but... no question is stupid...hahaha... ok. Better than doing blunders later on. I rather clear some of my doubts now. Sometimes yes. I do feel abit inadequate here n there becos of the situation I am in. Perhaps, it's becos I never heeded things then?

Either that. Or I have to learn. Yeah.

:)

My technical services scientist is very cute lol...

Good morning world~

ZzZzzz

Nobody said it was going to be easy.

Life is a discovery.

Very sleepy now...

Ooosh

I may not know completely why am I here today but definitely for a reason left to be discovered. Muz stay strong. Yeah. Stay strong.

Muz not disappoint!

OOOOOOSH~

"Seal your fate" LOL

因为值得，所以等待。因为相信，所以等待。(credits to a friend)
How true.

Thank you!

This is THE commencement.

The Calling

It always comes when you least expect it...

My calling...where are you?

It's just me to go explore things.
And how fast time flies.

Stun-ation

Dear Blog,

*Teary eyes*

Finally...

The Blue Sheet

Look!
There's the blue sheet
Shining, shining

Look!
There's the blue sheet
Waving, waving

Look!
There's the blue sheet
Beating, beating

Blue sheet
Blue air
Blue brings the birds...
Blue blows the wind
Blue, Blue

Another interview

I can safely say I've been to a number of interviews by now. And this morning I went to Orchard for an interview for a post I've never thought I would be in.

They say building resumes reveals a person. That is so true. It's like a journey of self-discovery. Going for interviews reveals even more. Hard to explain but it does happen.

Take it from me. Getting tired sometimes but still going strong.

Cafe Cartel, where small isn't a deal

Yesterday me went to Cafe Cartel for dinner with friends... we knew the portion was going to be darn big... so we ended up sharing most of the food.

Had chicken and fish with some spaghetti... and took bite sizes of pork chops and pork ribs... delicious =) and many more LOL. Like this cheese cake :

And we ended the meal with this waffle thingy, which has ice cream topped with a cherry and maple syrup and bananas and peaches and... there we have *OMG* satiation.Please go to Cafe Cartel for darn big portions. Period.

Misadventure

I wish I knew what I really wanted then. And what I want now is to settle down and worry ppl ... and myself ... LESS. and something really adventurous happened today - SIGH.

The Many Thanks

To Miss L,

Thank you for the graduation card. And the ribbon handbag. You know me best!

To Miss CF,

Thank you for the graduation card, too. Your convo? My very best to go =)

To all,

Thank you for coming to my commencement. Really. Rock bottom of my heart.

Signing off, rainpastel

Job woes from self and a friend

Just yesterday I had a chat with a friend who was in dilemma of being in the wrong calling. When it comes to passion, and wants, it appears that she has none. Job secured, and yet she does not feel happy. Here's something to share :

"Sometimes it's not about getting what you want, rather it's being given what you never knew you would do. Can you expect the gifts you will receive from your friends? No. But you would still appreciate each gift anyway. And you would still try to understand the meaning behind, no matter how obscure it seems to you. Why not look at things this way, then?"

Yes. Why not treasure what you have now and thread the given unknown? Who knows.

Just my two cents.

First post

I've finally gathered enough courage to have a blog risking my utmost attention to other things...haha...