Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Should I?

Dear Blog,

As I look back, there are many things I have overlooked or made mistakes of in the past..

Time cannot be reversed, but the future destination can be fast forwarded with will

Where is this will?

Yes I would, but where is this strength?

Wish I had it

Wish I did

Wish I will

Will. Not. None

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Dear Blog,

If I'm submitting something to you it means something BIG okay. Down day. Seems to me nothing complete has ever happened to me in my life.

Nothing.

Monday, December 22, 2008

[SEARCHING...]

Dear Blog,

Keep slipping these days. Got the bashing I probably deserved ... a couple of times ... the harshest words are often the best teacher.

I hope I won't stop learning from this teacher. If I do, I think I'm a goner. As much as I already feel I am ... trying to be strong everyday.

I think my whole blog is kinda pessimistic ... so unlike what I'm to the world ... now I know how much courage it takes to withstand the critics - it's never easy. So look up to those who have become better as a person from accepting their mistakes and DOING SOMETHING about it.

Sorry, I needed to cap those - I always forget. Light my path.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

The Flight Missed Me

Dear Blog,

It never rains but pours - I see that coming again from somewhere, from me too. Age-old phrase, but worthy of mention for its age-old meaning.

Have you ever been to an airport, then coming back in disdain because you missed the flight? Rather, the flight missed you?

Tell me about it. Tell me.

On second thoughts, don't. For I know just how it is.

Today's word of the day is : Forget.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

melancholy

Dear Blog,

I haven't been exactly the top of spirits these days. I feel everything falling out of place instead of in.

Somethings I should've realised earlier, yet I fear now it may be too late.

And please. Don't probe me about it. A seeing eye and distance ear will do a great deal of consolation.

Lost is a word I say by heart.

Don't know when will all this end.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

"Stupid is as stupid does." - Forrest Gump

I think I asked a number of silly questions today but... no question is stupid...hahaha... ok. Better than doing blunders later on. I rather clear some of my doubts now. Sometimes yes. I do feel abit inadequate here n there becos of the situation I am in. Perhaps, it's becos I never heeded things then?

Either that. Or I have to learn. Yeah.

:)

My technical services scientist is very cute lol...

Good morning world~